Текст песни Manchester Orchestra - I Remembered That I Wanted To Kiss Kill You

This is a song I saw Andy Hull play during a Manchester Orchestra set in Dec. 2008. I 
also saw a youtube video of him playing a longer version that was from 2011 I think.

Tuning - Half a step down

When he goes from  back to A he does this
low |-2/5-|

  x2
    I remember that i wanted to kiss you
     to climb into your mouth for relief
    in a minute i will remember the woman that i forced you to be
is coming out one of these days eventually
and I hope to god yeah I hope you forgive me

I remember a deadbeat of angels
can you feel the relief
I felt an angry mob full of sisters crying hard and begging to leave
    If you could ever be what I actually needed you to be
then we might just make it eventually.

  I remember that i wanted to kill you
  to dig into your chest for relief
  but in a minuted i remembered the woman that i forced you to be
has got a mind that's smart, probably smarter than me        end
                                                         ( 
 )
so i'm gonna have to pay for the dumb shit i keep doing