Текст песни Manizha - I miss him

Such a good day
With the sunlight
With the birds singing
On the trees

Such a good day
But I can't find
Any fire  in my heart

Did I ever  have to tell you?
Since he has gone
Every minute, every second it 
making me strong

But today I scream until he
Hear my call
And I fall down on my knees

Cause I...
Miss him

I...
Miss him
          . 
And I hate myself, yes I hate myself 
for this
Cause I...
Miss him
I...
Miss him
And I hate myself
Yeah
I hate myself

Don't look back please
I'm pathetic
I'm too drunk please
Just shut your mouth

I'm not sorry
I have no secrets
I had nothing, nothing
Yeah
Nothing to hide

Did I ever  have to tell you?
Since he has gone
Every minute, every second it making me strong

But today I scream until he
Hear my call
And I fall down on my knees

Cause I...
Miss him
I...
Miss him
And I hate myself, yes I hate myself for this
Cause I...
Miss him
Yeah
I miss him
Oh darling
And I hate myself
Yeah
I hate myself