Текст песни The 1975 - If I Believe You

I've got a God shaped hole that's infected
And I'm petrified of being alone
It's pathetic, I know

And I toss and I turn in my bed
It's just like I lost my... (lost my head)

And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
I'm broken and bleeding and begging for help
And I'm asking you Je-sus, show yourself

I thought I'd met you once or twice 
but that was just because the dabs were nice and opening up my mind 
Showing me consciousness is primary
In the universe and I had a revelation

I'll be your child if you insist
I mean, if it was you that made by body 
you probably shouldn't have made me atheist and oh.
I'm a lesbian kiss
I'm an evangelist
And "If you don't wanna go to hell then Miss, you better start selling this"

And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
I'm broken and bleeding and begging for help
And I'm asking you Je-sus, show yourself

If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?