Текст песни Falling In Reverse - Popular Monster

Yeah

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah

I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing or  I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay

Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
      N.
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I  terrified

I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster

[Breakdown]
Yeah, here we Go again, motherfucker, oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
                            N..
So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now?

(these chords align with the synth in the background, not the guitar riff or bassline)

                    N..
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      N.
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster